I try to navigate through these feelings,
But I just can't find the one that speaks of what I truly feel.
I'm torn, between wanting and not wanting,
I'm lost in the oasis of emotions.
I want to run back to the desert that I've dwelled in for so long,
I know I don't need you to quench my thirst.
You have brought me to a new road,
That branches off in so many directions.
But do we want to walk down this road together?
And now?
It's complicated and I'm scared,
It's a challenge, I think to myself,
As I stand beside you shaking
With fear, and shivering in the chilly night.
It's dark all around us,
and I don't see a spark of light
nor a glimmer of hope.
Maybe this is not meant to be,
My heart tells me.
But I refuse to leave you standing there on your own.
I shut my heart out, and stand with you,
Still braving the cold and pushing away the fear.
Time will tell us, in particular, me
If the decisions we make today
Are the right ones for a better tomorrow.
And when the tomorrows come,
I pray that I'd have left my desert behind for good
And take in all of the Oasis with you.
3 comments:
where did this come from?
ur work?
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Of course this is my work.. any doubts? hmm?? Who's this?!
not doubts. i like it. i mean it doesnt rhyme and all, no complicated imageries and all, but hey u know wad, it speaks to my heart and echoes wad i feel. hang in there, hope is cruel
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