RAndOm Thoughts.

I feel old. I feel wise. I feel like an old person trapped in a young body. I am afraid of turning complacent. I don't wanna forget how to love. I wanna remember how to cherish the good times. I wanna morph: like from a caterpillar to a butterfly. I wanna be happy. Every day.

I wanna know how the poor, hungry boy feels. I wanna know how it's like to return home daily and not have anything to eat. I wanna know what inspires great philosophers. I wanna know why they write the things they write. I want to learn to understand the Man who inflicts torture on his wife and kids in a drunken stupor. I want to help his wife and kids understand him. I want to teach the world to let go and laugh with me. I want kids all over the world to be blessed with laughter and happy memories.

I want to meet Oprah Winfrey. And have coffee and biscuits with Paulo Coelho (with a translator present, of course). I want to cook a delicious meal for my closest friends. I want to hug all the kids I met in North and South India and tell them I still remember them and the little moments we shared.

I want to shake hands with God and thank Him for the little things I've grown to be grateful for. I wanna hug Mother Nature and thank Her for patiently enduring the atrocities Man inflicts on Her daily. I wanna kiss my grandma and grandpa on the cheeks and thank them for all their love; I want to remind them that I'm no where without them. I wanna squeeze Kum and Raju mamas' hands and whisper in their ears that I'm as proud of them as they are proud of me. I wanna scream out loud and tell the world how much I love my mum, dad, sis n bro, and although I often say that I think I can live without them, I know deep down inside, I really can't.

I wanna morph, yet stay warm and nice inside. I wanna embrace Love as it comes and radiate in Its warm glow. I just wanna be happy. Every day.